I looked everywhere but couldn't find her. I thought we would be together forever. And now, in my old age, the only girl I had ever loved had left me. Had I somehow upset her? I couldn't understand. How could she leave me? How could she leave our son? With my compromised eyesight and hearing, I had to care for our sick son by myself. I didn't know what to do. Should I try to find her? Should I stay at home and take care of our son?